Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Harder Than I Thought

Boy, was I wrong...  I thought it would be a piece of cake to pick one mini-goal for the day.  Problem is, there are so many areas I want to work on that I waffled from one to the next to the next...  I finally settled on committing to smiling more and being friendly to everyone today.  I don't know how other people reacted, but I have to admit - I felt SOOOO much better today!!!!!!  I think over the past few years, I've become a much more negative person, and I hate that.  I have always been a glass half-full person and try to see the positive side of things.  Even though I am still positive most of the time, I have let some negativity creep into my everyday life and it has really dragged me down.  As a matter of fact, thinking about it over the course of the day, I have come to the conclusion the negativity is a rock or an anchor weighting me, making it hard for me to walk, and sometimes even breathe....  One thing is for sure - I DON'T LIKE IT!!  It is NOT who I am.  The question then becomes - what do I do about it?? 

When I was thinking of setting a mini-goal each day, I thought I might choose something different each day.  And although I think I still will, I am thinking of keeping this as one of my mini-goals at least once a week.  It truly is amazing how much better I felt today.  Life is SO serious, and I have so many responsibilities, it's easy to get caught up in the everyday, and forget to laugh and have fun.  If I can devote at least one day a week to smiling more and being friendlier to everyone, I think it will help me get back to the fun-loving person I used to be...   

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